Heard tis songs few yrs back when i was already a fan of lee hom... Tis songs juz keeps ringing in my ears now all the time.. Is it juz me, or is it juz me?

 

Not Your Average Thug

 

I keep it versatile cause that's my style
From hip-hop to bip-bop
I've been with shorties round the world
Variety is just my personality
Sometimes I just don't fit in
I see the open doorways
But no one wants to let me in
Grandma made me understand material things don't make the man
Try to find that inner wealth and learn to love yourself
Lately it's so hard to find peace of mind
I just got to get away from the haters and the instigators
The mis-conceivers and the non-believers
People don't believe the hype 'cause LeeHom ain't no stereo type

No Crystale in the tub
Or iced out Spreewell dubs
I'm really not your average thug
Not your average gangster
And I won't be defined by the size of my knot
But the state of my mind
No Rolex on my wrist
Or platinum on my chest
'Cause I don't need that sh to impress
But y'all don't get it twisted
I got love for the ghetto
Tho I'm your average thug

(Feel me) Lord I've been around the world
Sangin' near and far
People runnin' game all over
Judgin' me before we meet when they see me on the street
And they don't know a damn thing about me
It's a world of jealous deceit and envy
Seems like everybody tryin' to take something from me
Grandma made me understand material things don't make the man
So I found that inner wealth and learned to love myself
Lately it's so hard to find peace of mind
(Lately it is so hard)
I just got to get away from the haters and the instigators
There's back-stabbers and money-grabbers
Users and abusers and they all wear smilin' faces

No Crystale in the tub
Or iced out Spreewell dubs
I'm really not your average thug
Not your average gangster
And I won't be defined by the size of my knot
But the state of my mind
No Rolex on my wrist
Or platinum on my chest
'Cause I don't need that sh to impress
But y'all don't get it twisted
I got love for the ghetto
Tho I'm your average thug

Sometimes I feel like I'm gonna snap
And go off up in this piece on somebody
I ain't tryin' to say no names
But I ain't tryin' to play no games
Holla if you feel me people
Lately it's so hard to find peace of mind
So lift me up in a lonely world that's so unkind
There's back-stabbers and money-grabbers
Users and abusers haters and instigators
and they all wear smilin' faces

No Crystale in the tub
Or iced out Spreewell dubs
I'm really not your average thug
Not your average gangster
And I won't be defined by the size of my knot
But the state of my mind
No Rolex on my wrist
Or platinum on my chest
'Cause I don't need that sh to impress
But y'all don't get it twisted
I got love for the ghetto
Tho I'm your average thug

(Shorties I just need that ghetto love
Take a dip in my jacuzzi
Don't misjudge me 'cause I'm my own man now
Sometimes I don't even wear no watch
Everybody needs some ghetto love
See I'm not your average thug)

 

PS:

To my 4 buddies, Lewis Junfu Youyi and Tatwee, after 12 yrs, our frenship still stays strong.. Cheers to it.. Youyi thanx for the advice too.. Hah..

 

SJ and fab, hmm next sem is gonna be an interesting sem... Sj.. Masqu...erade party it will be... Hah

Been quite busy these few days... Intersem has started for me and straight away had project to do.. B4 tat, there's the senior camp tat juz ended last week... Though its oni 2 days, but i got to noe roughly how things were to be done in a camp... My role was a much simpler 1 than the actual, but phew, its still quite an expeirence...

 

Went back to work at the pub next week, intended to tell my manager i wanna quit the job, but somehow din tell him tat, he kinda noe it too, so he decided to put me to work oni once a week... Seems a fair trade to me, so i accepted it...

 

These few days, i sense more life in me.. Hah.. As in i'm not juz slacking at home idling, actually went out to places here and there on top of going to work and sch... These few days juz seem fruitful to me, maybe ivan will say i'm fan jian le, but yeah, really enjoying myself these days even though i'm spenting most of the time outside and not getting enuff slp... I'm not asking for more, think i'm contented the way things r now.. At least.. Hah...

 

Think most humans r greedy, me likewise... But hmmm, rite now, rite now, i juz like the way things r..

 

Was working till 4am today and reached home bout 5.. Suppose to hav a comm event at 9am at east coast park today, so really din get to slp much... Initially wanted to reach home, take a bath den head straight to east coast so tat i can get more rest there, but my room air con and bed convinced me otherwise... Even had to ask 2 ppl to give me a morning call in case i cant wake... Lol thanx to yx and weiting ya..

 

By the time i wash up, i noe i was late le, so decided to take a cab.. And the timing couldn't be better, the moment i board the cab and he drove off, i receive an sms to inform tat the event had been cancelled due to bad weather... Ha... Nvm still managed to meet the rest of the comm who were already there for breakfast at parkway, den went k box and pool with few of them b4 meeting my project mates at city hall for my intersem project work... Suppose to hav a game of soccer with my colleagues at 6.30, but couldn't make it in time, and i left my boots in hall too.. But it was a good decision though, went home and find myself having a fabulous dinner.. My dad finally decided to cook a good meal today, his profession.. Western cuisine!!!! Ah fish and fries and coleslaw... Think its the best fish and chips i ever had i swear!! Even got a photo to show my dinner!

 

Might not look appealing from here but trust me, ahhh its gooood............. Dun be jealous of a chef's son ya!

 

Yx brought new pc game for me today, gonna install and play now le.. Ho ho...

Whoo been a great week... Went to thai on last mon and juz came back... Went as a tour group on the first few days and was kinda troublesome coz the time schedule was packed... Had to woke early everyday and rushing here and there... Worst part is all those in my tour were staying at another hotel diff from us, kinda troublesome having to pick up us here and there and sending us back too.. Even b4 flying off at singapore terminal i already had a eye feast.. Lol saw Yang chen ling at the departure hall shopping, din even noe its her when i walk straight past her... Hmm she doesnt look tat nice in real person afterall...

 

Heard from yx tat results were out and i managed to check them using the hotel's com at pattaya... Was in a dilemma, wondering whether to enjoy first and check the results after coming back to singapore, or juz check it.. I choose the latter in the end.. Was quite relieved with my results, saw an A and no D no F... Hahha i'm contented le.... Phew.. Tat really perks me up a lot.. Felt more relieved after tat, got a load of my mind... My appeal to MSE was also confirmed.. Yeah going mat sci next sem...

 

After the tour ended, we extend our stay and waited for my sis to join me and my parents.. We got to noe a local guide last time and he made time to meet us and bring us for dinner outside bangkok... Dunno where's the place but its east of bangkok, even a very ulu fisherman village, bout 1 hr plus ride by car from bangkok.. The view was damn nice, i even recorded down on my phone.. Cant described it now, hav to be there to really enjoy it.. But almost died after dinner on our way back home... The road was jammed coz fri was the start of the thai king 60th yr of enthrone and the thais hav a 4 day holidays.. The streets of bangkok were lighted up and they had fireworks for the 4 days... Our car was stuck in the middle of the railroad and a train was coming straight.. the barrier had already closed behind us, we cant reverse, cant move forward... In the end had to cut across the oppo side of the road to escape... Luckily they had a gap for us to squeeze through the barrier.. Else i wun be typing all tis now le.. Ha..

 

Went to lots of place to shop for the remaining days, chatuchak, suan lum, pratanum, mbk... they had a new shopping mall siam paragon and its like our singapore's version, but a bit cheaper... their bowling centers were more high tech than us i muz say.. Cinemas too.. And the movie tix r half the price of ours... 1 funny thing too is everytime b4 the movie starts, they hav a tribute to the king and every1 had to stand and wait for the whole thingy to be over.. Interesting, wonder if we hav it in singapore wat will happen...

 

Damn i bought a lot of shirts, think more than 10.. Bought a bag, some accersories and pants.. Haha... Broke for the month le.. Saw another taiwan artiste at the nite market, the taiwan host huang jia qian.. As usual i walk straight past her b4 realising is her.. Lol..

 

Hmm din 4get to eat the shark fin and bird nest... Luckily sj reminded me too.. Haha... We managed to make time for it to eat it on our last nite at bangkok... And managed to watch the cabaret and tiger show too.. Lol.. Para sailing jet skiing ad pattaya all done too.. Massage and shopping yepz.. Think more or less covered a lot of stuff on tis trip le..

 

Now back at home.. Hav to start working on my havoc stuff le... haiz.... cant even rest for a while..

 

Sigh........... Wat a way to end tis trip......................................

 

PS: Hey bro, u better come take ur liquor fast else i will tax a bit le... Lol.. And u din give me enuff money to buy lorz, i had to top up.. Hmm.. And ur shirt i had to search for a long time to get u a nice 1.. U better appreciate my effort and wear it every week at sentosa.. Hahha...

 

 

Went to JB with my tut mates yx hongwei guowei and ivan today... We oni decided on going JB yest on msn, quite surprised we came out with the decision so quick, and nobody act failed to turn up, oni yx came late coz he had a quiz in the afternoon.. Woke at around 11 today and my mum was quite surprised y i woke up so early.. She was even more stunned when i told her i was going jb with my frens.. Lol she oni got to noe bout it at the last min... Haha.. Sense some dislike on her face, prob coz i din tell her beforehand i was going to jb... Lol haven packed my luggage for my thailand trip next monday..

 

Din bring too much cash coz i thought wun be spending much, but i was wrong.. Ended up buying a pair of shoes, a pair of pants, a shirt and a bag... Hahha... Was intending to buy all these stuff went i go thailand, but guess couldn't help it... Might buy again in thailand though, but muz watch my spending.. Yikes, spent alot today le... Ivan din help much, kept encouraging me to buy stuff here and there... "Soon You"!!!!! HAhaha... I even had to borrow ringgit from ivan and hw to buy some of myf stuff... Unlike me, the rest of them spent most of their money on vcds and dvds... Haha...

 

Went for dinner and though u couldn't say we ordered alot of food, but still every1 was full to the brim after our meal... All of us ordered a large sugarcane juice and it was really wat it meant, large. Almost like a jug!!! Imagine drinking a jug of sugarcane juice for dinner together with all tat food... Hahha yx even puke a bit after tat... Even now as i recall the scene, cant help but luff... Imagine u had to puke coz of overeating... I cant help but luff, even when yx was sitting with me in the bus on the way home and telling me he still felt uncomfortable, i dunno wat to say but tell him to sit in a way tat will feel more comfortable... Lol i was still luffing inside, thinking of the scene where he puke after eating.. Lol...

 

Hiak Hiak bought some games too to play, both on x box and pc... Seems tat the things-to-do list i drafted weeks ago i can slashed off a lot more of the items le...

 

Think the oni thing left to do now on tat list if i recalled is to... gasp... study for my marketing module.... Of all things....

 

Argh........

Last sat was quite an enjoyable day, finally had an outing with the hallmates at sentosa... Supposed to meet much earlier but got delayed here and there.... Nevertheless, we managed to hav fun, even though some guys couldn't make it.. Hmm...

 

Over at siloso beach, we came across 1 group of girls.. Me fab and guowen were playing beach volleyball ourselves near them as the rest were having a game with other ppl at the beach.. A funny incident happened, but guess its quite common to others though, the girls were playing ball too but their ball kept flying over to our side, and i picked it up and returned to them twice.. As the ball flew towards us the 3rd time and i went to return it to the girl, all her frens started introducing her to me by telling her name to me...

Haha.. Hmm... But i dunno y, dun seem interested.... Juz kept on with my game... Darn, chance wasted.. Wat the heck was i thinking... Haha...

 

Some coincidence too, act saw some of my tut mates at harbourfront and den again at the beach.. We even played some games together.. Hmmm lucky my tat bunch of tut mates weren't with me, else they will be teasing bout me with 1 of the particular girl le.. Yeah ivan will noe, i told him she's there..

 

Met lewis my best bud at sentosa too... Hey dude, ur hand aint fully recovered, stop playing those activities tat will strained ur hand ah.. Volleyball??? My god, Unless u intend to oni use ur head and legs, i suggest u stop playing them for now ya u stubborn ass..

 

Forward till today, was working with 1 of my colleague, andy, 1 of the most goofed but fun dude... He was telling me bout how he can pick up any girls he wan... Haha i dunno whether to believe him, or to pretend tat i believe him... Tats when i came up with a joke tat had us luffing the whole nite..

 

 

Its easy to pick up girls anywhere, anytime, i told andy... All u had to do is become --- a taxi driver..... Tats when all the crap come pouring in... We even talked bout giving a namecard to the girl, with the number 65521111, and telling her ur english name is Comfort, and u owned a company.. she can call u anytime she wans, u will hav a secretary picking up the line for u....

 

And she if sits in ur cab and sees the meter running, u can tell her the meter is wat u r earning multiply by a thousand right at the moment... Juz leave the meter on and u can impress her the whole day.... No shit..

 

And if u drive past and she sees ppl waving at ur car, u can juz tell her tat u r so damn popular tat almost every1 noes u and r juz greeting u with a wave... Bullshit...

 

All these will work if the girl never took a cab b4, doesn't leave in singapore, is simply plain dumb,  or any crap reason u can think of... Other than tat, Stop dreaming bout picking up girls and get back to reality...

 

I'm no hunk, and definitely not a cabby, So i really cant think of anyway to pick a girl up... But if any girls wan to pick me up, ehem. i dun mind considering ya.... ;)

 

 

Ahh gonna hit the bed le, had some red wine after work.. C'est la vie...

And today the transport home wasn't a minibus, the driver act drove his own car to fetch us back home... Cool.

Reached home damn early today...

 

Yawn... Zzzzz.....

Omg... The students tat i've taught at lianhua primary for the past few days added me on msn and act viewed my blog and left comments... Erm... Juz a word of advice, i'm not setting a good example, so pls dun go around using the 4 letter F word too ya... Lol...

 

Had fun tis few days even though had to wake early and travel from tampines to bukit gombak juz for a few hours of teaching the primary sch kids, but think its worth it.. Lol 2 of them even took photos with us after the whole workshop.. And yes to the 2 of u who saw my prev blogs, dun go around telling ur whole class bout it ya?? I hope u wun do tat.. Hahah... At least preserve a bit of a good image...

 

Anyway i'm not a teacher, juz a part time instructor, very part time.. So yepz.. I'm no role model.. Hahah..

 

Now.. Juz hav to wait for the pay to come in...

Woke up quite early today... Early as in like b4 12pm....  Lol.. Went to attend some kind of church service with my sec sch classmate twinkle... She had been 'persuading' and trying to convince me to accompany her juz tat 1 time to hav a look... I finally agreed to her request when she called me last nite juz b4 i was bout to go to slp.. Haha..

 

Really was an eye opener.... The service was at singapore expo.... At first i thought i was gonna go to those city harvest church service.. But i was half right... The wrong part was, it wasn't city harvest, it was fcbc, faith community baptist church, the right part was, i dun see any diff between the 2 of them.. Both had their services at the same venue... The moment i stepped in, the church members began sanging on those platforms like those in concerts... It was really like a concert to me.. All those lightings, effects, big screens, even cameras!! Cant imagine how much it cost them to run it every weekend... Cant imagine how they get the funds from.. Not gonna query though, its their business..

 

Felt a bit awkward attending it, dunno izzit coz i'm a buddhist, but juz feels kinda weird... Dun really like the way they run tis kind of service... Den when i saw them passing pouches around for donations... Hmm... Sets me thinking again... Appreciated twinkle's effort trying to bring me to her church service, and any good intentions tat she might try to enlighten me, but hmmm think i'm still very comfortable being a buddhist... Although i see myself as a free-thinking buddhist.. Think i'm not gonna convert to any other religion for now though...

 

Trying my best to stay attentive during the whole service while the pastor was preaching bout the pursue of holiness, harmony and hope... Trying to tell us to be a god pleaser... Kinda interesting the way the pastor preach, not those boring monotonious type, he was very lively and energetic, but i dunno y, i juz get turned off when they started telling every1 to pray for tis and tat, and every1 was praying away own time own target... Kinda distort my sense of hearing... Hmmm.... Not complaining but eh... I juz dun feel comfortable with it..

 

Twinkle hinted tat she hopes to see me attending more of her church's services next time... Erm... Might hav to disapppoint her le i think...

 

After the service, din feel like heading back home yet... Decided to meet up with 1 of my buddy tatwee at hougang for some rounds of billard... Nv met him for some time le, the moment he saw me, he said i became skinner... Argh... Shit muz beefed up more le...

 

Let the sin of Glutton fall upon me!!!

 

Holiness... Nopez, dun think i hav it....

Harmony... Hmmm, hopefully can hav it ...   

Hope.. I wan to hav it...

Damn not a good day today... Still recovering from my fever and flu... Got it on mon, and the flu got really bad after spending almost the whole nite in air con room during tues meeting in hall... Intended to take mc on wed but din had the time coz was meeting with my groupmates to do our draft till 5pm.. Dashed to workplace on cab and it costs me 23 bucks from my hall!!! Tats even more ex travelling from my hall back to home..

 

Worse still, wasn't in the mood to work but ended up had to do quite a few more tasks coz 1 of my colleague took mc too... Wat good timing.. Even though the crowd's at the minimal, was damn pissed to see 1 freaking ass taking so many breaks.. We were all allowed oni 1 break, even though he's a full timer, can hav more privileges, but pls, still be sensible enuff to control abit ah ass... Wats more i cant stand ppl spreading to others bout my blog.. Fucking gay.. I dun respect u and i've shown it on wed.. I dun care if u r my supervisor.. Sack me if u wan.. I dun give a damn..

 

Oh hey gay fuck, if u wanna read my blog, go ahead. Stop spreading to others wat i've written and telling others i hav nothing to do but keep writing blogs.. Grow up la.. Fuck think tis is the first time i swear in my blog.. U dun write blogs doesn't mean others dun.

 

If the fucking gay ass is reading tis, tats better..

 

 

I'm glad most of my colleagues noe bout the gay shit u hav done..

 

The canvassing job i did today wasn't any better.. We weren't briefed of wat to do, no materials for us to go through till the very last min, and we had to conduct the shitty 'leadership workshop' by ourselves... An there's tis sissy keep telling us to be enthu bout it and not to use singlish all tat shit.. Tis is the worst job i ever did... Worse, the sch requested to suspend the 2nd session due to our lack of experience.. Obviously tats expected.. Quite pissed things turned out tat way.. Worst still, tat sissy had to add in saying we weren't enthu enuff in our job and all tat crap...

 

Fucking gay again..

 

Gonna continue the job on mon tue and wed next week.. Hope it goes pass quick.. Waiting for my thailand trip with my family to come soon..

 

Argh still sick.. Muz get well soon...

 

 

I'm starting to hate gays.. Dun cross my path again fucking gay ass, i will humilate u in any possible way if u do..

I swear i will..

 

Been practically living a carefree life these days since holis started... Either i'm working, or meeting my frens out, else juz staying at home idling.. Kinda getting a bit uncomfortable wif it.. Seems like i'm missing something.. Dun think it's the studying part, but now without any assignments to do or lectures to attend, kinda feels weird.. Though i dun really go for lectures anyway...

 

Is tis an aimless lifestyle, or a carefree 1? Or both?  Haha..

 

Maybe i'm starting to miss hall life a bit... Maybe, but den, i kinda prefer staying at home these days, maybe its the distance i had to travel to hall tat irks me, now tat i'm having my holis.. Will oni be starting my marketing lessons in intersem too, think oni den will i be staying in hall more often... Tats oso where the camps will be nearing..

 

Hmm got plenty of stuffs to prepare for the senior camps, and dun think i've done much yet.. Yx had been going around asking the other groups for drafts and querying the top 5.. I'm feeling a bit guilty not having done anything yet.. Argh... Am i too relaxed, or is yx too gan chiong? I dunno... Most prob is the former...

 

Wondering wat i'm gonna to for the rest of today again... Gonna meet jy yx and fab for lunch later, maybe we can try to find something to do to kill time... Tml's havoc meeting again, gonna travel back hall.. Tis time, i muz refrain from taking cab... No more 20bucks trips le.. Damn eX!!!

 

Gonna go hav my breakfast wif mum le, as usual she prepared everything and i'm still using the com(nagging a bit now).....

 

Ok ok... Gtg.. Lol..